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Started by Dead Roses in Chit-Chat

I wrote it so please read it.

I hate you so much
I feel weak.
I love your smile
And your eyes.
Radiation poisoning,
You burn me the wrong way out
And I melt at minus two degrees
In the heat of your glare.
I love your voice
I can’t concentrate
You make me sick
And do things I hate myself for,
hate me too.
I can’t hurt.
I hate you more than life
But I love you more than me.
I’m all twisted inside,
Making you feel guilty.
I screwed myself up
Long before I tied to screw you.
I’m making you the same as me.
Welcome to my up fucked world.
Happy Valentines Day.

Posted on Sat, 10 February 2001 at 19:45

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#1

Dead Roses wrote:

fucked up, but maybe it reads better that way?

Posted on Sat, 10 February 2001 at 19:46

#2

deekoi wrote:

another year, another valentine day as fucked as i can possibly get…
this is what happened last year:

The Insanity of Love

At times; when your aggression’s at it’s rawest
Those months, when you feel your life’s so worthless
I had one of those times, a while ago
I felt I was a time bomb, left ticking slow
All I needed was somebody to cheer me up
But what I wanted was to beat you to a painful death
I need you, I need you, why can’t I have you here to smile at me now?
I want you, I want you, wanna smash the living fuck outta you
I see it, but I don’t feelt it, I see the hate exploding from me
You fucker, you beat me, It’s all your fault I can’t see…
…the error of my ways

Today, I know my end is drawing near soon
Right now, all I need’s a quiet drink with my friend
I went to my local pub, to have a drink last night
I was feeling quite relaxed, forgotten all about you
But at moment you walked through the door
Wearing that dumbjoy look on your face, I hated you once more
So fuck off, just fuck off, get th hell outta my face right now
I am an, eruption, move my plate, a blast! eternity!
I feel so, goddamn sick, thinking that I share my air with you
I thought that, you’d have me, but you threw me on your garbage pile…
…I fucking hate you

That’s it, I’m gonna go home now
Strong man, power of hate runs in my veins
Getting in my bed and, I felt so low
Still inside my body, the clock’s counting down
I’m gonna knock you out of your seat in the clouds
Your downfalls coming and, it’s gonna be me
So what do, you think of, the fact that you’re gonna die by my hand?
They’ll probably, arrest me, I don’t care it’s worth it t’get ridda you
But after, all this, I stop and think of what I’ll do
I know that, if Yousaid, ‘I’ll take you back come round my place’…
…I’d end up, staring at your face

I cry myself to sleep everynight

anyone else wanna pour their heart out?

deek

Posted on Sun, 11 February 2001 at 14:31

#3

Barbie wrote:

I feel so lonely. god, I live on the internet…and it’s SO SAD.

Posted on Sun, 11 February 2001 at 19:15

#4

opalmantra wrote:

Let’s do a poll of how many fucked up message board users we have?

Posted on Sun, 11 February 2001 at 19:23

#5

Barbie wrote:

Yeah. I think we’re all fucked up deep inside.

Posted on Sun, 11 February 2001 at 19:25

#6

White Psycho wrote:

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
prepare to eat lead,
we’re comin’ aboard.

Posted on Sun, 11 February 2001 at 19:50

#7

opalmantra wrote:

Are there any more people on medication, suicidal, teenage traumatized, lovesick, schizophrenic, paranoid, claustrophobic or have any other disorders?

Posted on Sun, 11 February 2001 at 20:18

#8

Michael wrote:

Well, I think I’m madly in love for the first time in my life, does that count? Let’s see, a friend of mine called me paranoid yesterday (this is true!), and I think I’m pretty wacko every now and then too. But hey, you gotta do something to prevent your life from getting boring!

Posted on Sun, 11 February 2001 at 20:53

#9

teenage kicker wrote:

roses are red
violets are blue
i’m scitzophrenic
and so am i…

sorry, i know its old, but its a good ‘un

Posted on Sun, 11 February 2001 at 22:54

#10

hellbelly wrote:

We’ve got an un-valentines party coming up. Myself and a few other single humans have invited a couple out to dinner and club, and we’re just going to ridicule them all night and be very happily single at them.Then all the single folk will go and have casual sex, (this may just be wishful thinking). They know this, and the fools have agreed.

Posted on Mon, 12 February 2001 at 06:32

#11

deekoi wrote:

I have a few problems with relationships and depression, nearly saw a psychosexual counsoller at one point, but generally I’m alright, just that I got together with the only person I evr really cared 4 2 yrs ago on Valentine’s, she dumped me 4 my sister’s ex, then I nearly followed her way round the world and back, in that time it all I’ve really learnt is that it is possible to love and hate someone in the same breath. I passionatly hate her, but I’d marry her and settle down if only she’d ask. :(

Posted on Mon, 12 February 2001 at 23:34

#12

Barbie wrote:

Well, yeah. No one loves me, except Jesus of course. Yippee. It goes beyond sarcasm.

Posted on Wed, 14 February 2001 at 18:10

#13

White Psycho wrote:

Some of my friends say that I’m acting pretty wierd, I don’t know what they mean. As far as I can tell I’m just being me.

Posted on Wed, 14 February 2001 at 20:49

#14

deekoi wrote:

hell, I love u all! I’ve only had 1 card 2dy, but it will be fun finding out who it came from :> 2 evry1 who didn’t get anything 2dy, hug! love is evrywhere, and no-one needs a special fuckin day for it. Go out 2mrw with a smile on yer face and hug evry1 in the street. that way, when you get put in prison, you’ll get a whole load of lovin!

Posted on Wed, 14 February 2001 at 22:51

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Barbie wrote:

Awww, that’s nice. I can’t have that state of mind though. I never hug people because…I don’t know why. Stand-offish is a word that leaps to mind. And I’m short so if I hug anyone I get squashed into their chest which, amusing as it may be, is also quite embarrassing so I avoid the problem by being unloved and quiet and sad. White Psycho, you always act strangely, you’re just a bit more cheerful lately. Usually you’re like ‘yeah,…don’t know really, don’t really care either…’. But now,well, I actually saw you laugh the other day. What’s happened?

Posted on Thu, 15 February 2001 at 18:57

#16

White Psycho wrote:

I don’t know really but I like it.

Posted on Thu, 15 February 2001 at 20:35

#17

deekoi wrote:

barbie and all others: if it would help, i’ll send you all valentine’s cards as a nice suprise, as I’m sure you’re all such nice people. can’t do it now ‘cos I’ve gotta go to work, but say yay or nay and I’ll find some nice e-mail cards, presuming that you’re e-mails are in ur profiles

love

deek

Posted on Thu, 15 February 2001 at 21:09

#18

teenage kicker wrote:

no thanks, we’re not desperate…yet!!

Posted on Thu, 15 February 2001 at 22:51

#19

Barbie wrote:

I am! Yay.

Posted on Sat, 17 February 2001 at 17:55

#20

opalmantra wrote:

I am BEYOND desperation already…pretty sad mhumm?

Posted on Sun, 18 February 2001 at 01:01

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