I had studied all day. My ass hurt from my kitchen chair wich seemed to keep me prisoned to learn more about diffrent rail systems. I became kind of apathic, starring at the snow flakes falling outside my window. I thought: “Will I ever be a train driver? It´s too much to learn.” I felt sad and lonely in my suburb apartment. What to do when you feel everything´s falling apart?
I forced my self up and went in to my bath room and poured myself a nice warm bubble bath. I lit lot´s of candles and made the room cousy. Then I got my little self naked, forced my long hair into a hair-ribbon. Sank my cold body into the bath tub.
And then my stereo started playing Therapy´s “Trublegum”. You can still hear the line: “Masterbation saved my life…” in my stair well and in the back ground the sound of me throwing beer cans in inte ceiling. HA,HA,HA,HA!
Posted on Fri, 5 March 2010 at 16:44

