Work is irritating. Rant is necessary.
I’m an apprentice chef (£2.60 an hour, almost able to pay my rent) and this is my only experience of a professional kitchen. I’ve been doing this since mid-September last year. My professional cookery/ health & safety/etc. course has seen delay upon delay, so I don’t have any training.
On my third week I replaced one of the two chefs outright, giving me days on my own until eventually I was on my own every day I was working. I am now training up another apprentice.
During my time working with her, I built up quite a close friendship with my head chef, Lilly, and I’ve always felt like I could trust her.
However, she is now feeling like her job is being threatened and has been saying bad stuff about me behind my back to my boss and everybody who will listen, although all she has been able to say is “the kitchen’s messy” and “he’s a bit slow”.
I had some drinks tonight with Tom, the bar manager, who I definitely know to be trustworthy and he warned me about the way she was acting. I’m ultimately just very disappointed that a 55 year old has resorted to this tactic.
I know that I’m very good at my job, all considered. The restaurant was so busy on Saturday night that I ran out of food to serve people, but my boss has been shite at acknowledging this, with only Tom actually doing so.
I cooked for 60 people on Saturday night, I did it alone and I kept my cool throughout despite it all. I also did it for sixteen quid.
Andrew, the other apprentice, was in for most of the night and he was a big help - sorting plates, chips, buns, washing up - but he’s got less than a week of experience and so the actual work went to me.
Not to put Andrew down at all, but he’s got no experience so that’s just how it is.
I feel very let down by the way Lilly has been acting, especially considering that I covered for her recently when she had to go back to Holland because her brother was in a car accident. I worked nine days straight for shit money and this is all she can say, this is all she can do.
I don’t think she realises that she’s fucking with my job, with something that barely pays my rent anyway (I’m also in a contract with two other people and they would be kicked out on the street with me) and quite how well I’m actually doing considering that I’ve effectively had to bumble my way to where I am now.
I could go on forever - and I already have - but the important thing is that I feel a bit better now.